Sunday, January 18, 2009

mind

Look, Look, Look!

Look again at the marvelous

seep seep seep ...seep into its beauty
bask bask bask...bask in its glory
die die die...die in its love for once!

live will you? live live live, damnit live for once!

for that's its purpose.

to be...

I take onto this path
for my hindering quest

I seek from it a vision,
define my needs,
a fate that i shall call life

I hope from it a soul
that is me
consciousness that surrounds

I want from it a life
calling it my own

I beg from it a dream
to quench to breathe to love

to be...

Hope/Death

Take 1

emotional exhaustion
dreams perished
input, much more than required

Result:
Wait, longer, longer longer...death.

Take 2

Learning: no emotional exhaustion
input only as demanded

Result:
shallow, dust, dust, storm...hope? death? life? love?

Hello...


Playground school bell rings again,
Rain clouds come to play again,
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to,
Hello...

If I smile and don't believe,
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream,
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken,
Hello, I'm the lie, living for you so you can hide,
Don´t cry...

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping,
Hello, I'm still here,
All that's left of yesterday...
Hello...



Saturday, January 17, 2009