On love

Pale sunlight
pale the wall.

Love moves away,
The light changes.

I need more grace
than I thought.

-rumi

Falling Short

strings that will tear it apart
strings that will make it bleed to death

responsible for the ache and scars
and also for the suffering that will last

these that never give up, I notice
these that tug till the end...everytime

strings that are blamed for their kind

What I now realize is,

I hold them myself
and pull

I pull on them until I break...

and yet lost in the bewilderment
of expectations, that I fall short on

that I am always made realise of how incapable I am
of how unsensitive I am
of how I dont love
and of how I dont see

Of those that I fall short on
I can only be sorry
and watch the strings... pulling

pulling untill I break...

She Prays...She Loves...

On this day...she sends you blessings, she sends you love, she longs that you were by her side.

On this day, she thanks the lord for the gift of your presence in her life, of which she longed and loved for all these years. ...
On this day, my dear, she is grateful to the goddess to have let her given the capability to create...and to infuse a life in flesh, to nurture and nourish and call it her own...

On this day, she prays for your longevity, and prosperity...for your happiness and for grace, to guide you, to lead you, to the truth...

Wake up and look....the grace is all around you... protecting you.. her child.. with all the love in the world.

She is protecting you, because that's what she knows, and that's what she longs for...

Dreamcatcher

Dreamcatcher...my dreams slipped through

way into the blue...

Shantaram

I am reading Shantaram and its taking me back to Mumbai in a nostalgic sweetness. Gregory/Linbaba is a very powerful character. I seldom love books, but this one is exceptional.

I am loving evey word printed in the pages of Shantaram...